Lately I just don't know what to really do with my self... Things have been crazy here. Expecially with my family and I... Nothing is goingn right... And I'm afraid that sonething um... Tragic is gonna happen in the house...
I just wish I could get away from it all.. Start anew... A new life... New things... Anything... I just want to feel like I can do something in this world. But everyday I feel worthless and can't do a damn thing about it... I just... Want to crawl up into a ball and think... Since thats pretty much all that I have been doing lately...
But, on the bright side... I think I have met an amazing guy. Who I do really like and he is such a sweetheart. But right now a boyfriend wouldn't be a good idea... I need more time to think through things and help me self...

P.s. Ignore my mood... Its not working...